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fishboy 🍒

@fishgutzz

i post for the mentally deranged crowd
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Ohhhh fun, thanks for the tag!!

I was getting educated gang 😭

Anyways here's the sword it looks similar to tygers but I didn't knowwwwwwwww

yippie but idk who to tag umm..

idk moots do this if u feel inclined to do so, open to all

guys i really wanna cut but i know i cant because i have ab a month until prom and need to be more careful about my sh.. gotta get dress alterations and shoe try ons and ik i need to let my thighs heal atp because its a risk otherwise.. but that also means i cant cut up my arms either 💔💔

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bitches on here say that they’re irreparable and evil and terrible when they’re actually just…. 15 years old

no but this is so real i crack tf up when i see these posts

"im never gonna be better... im so devilish and a horrible person and im so very evil and sick" like bro chill out ur just 14 and depressed

post from @caffeine-fuelled-raccoon i just didnt wanna join the community to post since i try to stay away from ed spaces

so i genuinely wish i had people like this when i was like 12-13 getting really into my disorder. i didnt know the consequences and i genuinely fucked myself up, i am turning 19 this year and still struggle really hard to be better because its ingrained into me now. i am 5ft because i starved myself out of ever having a growth spurt, i am chronically malnourished and have chronic stomach issues and several other health issues that i havent even identified as a result. im chronically anemic, i pass out all the time these days, and i can barely eat half of the time because i ruined my ability to have an appetite to enjoy food. im 18 and having to try to become healthier while still actively feeling like everything i do isnt enough and that i still have to maintain my skinniness. it makes me sad when these 10-15 year old kids follow me and i see "bmi 17" like baby no you're still growing you are going to permanently fuck up your body it isnt worth it especially with the heightened consequences being that young.

Ok sooooo here's some harm reduction t1ps for 4n4. This may not apply to everyone and that's ok but no matter what just be safe, angels 🙏

1. This is difficult and I 100% get it but try not to go under 1000, especially if you are highly active. This will absolutely wreck your body. What you CAN do is do increments of less than that but no longer than a month at one time. You can also incorporate f4sting days which are actually very healthy for you. Think about how survival used to be. Obviously humans weren't eating a whole bunch of c4ls daily and even went without anything for a day or more. You will be ok BUT it's important to stay at 1000 for most of the time. You will lose very fast I promise. It won't be insanely fast like if you were to e4t only 200 per day but you will lose as long as you are consistent.

2. Take your fucking vitamins. You need a multivitamin, iron supplement if you're anemic or prone to anemia(let's be honest most 4n4s are), fish oil for your brain and heart(or if you're veggie chia seeds have a good amount of healthy fat I believe), B12, and electrolytes daily ESPECIALLY if you are working out a lot or pvrg1ng. You lose minerals through your sweat, vomit and diarrhea and an electrolyte imbalance can fuuuuuck your shit up and even lead to heart attack if gone untreated for a long time

3. Hydrate like your life depends on it. Most 4n4s are pretty good about this but drink yo mf agua

4. You do not have to do intense workouts for you to lose. Everything you do burns c4ls the best way you can do this without being super hard on your heart is clean. Cleaning burns up to 300 c4ls per hour. Just zone out and deep clean everything. Also pacing, fidgeting, standing, dancing, moving your body in some way while watching your favorite show for hours will burn the same amount of c4ls as if you took a medium paced walk for hours. Effective and sooooo much better on your body.

5. Protein. Get at least 50 g per day and you'll be alright. There's lots of low c4l sources of protein, both animal and veggie but try not to go under because you will feel incredibly weak and won't be able to think(your brain is a muscle hehe)

6. Get enough sleep if possible. This will help your body in the long run

These also help reduce the amount of b1nges you will experience 💖

Plus, these will keep you looking hot AF(healthy hair nails and skin PLUS sk1nni?? girllll) and keep from arousing suspicion due to poor health.

Remember no matter what YOU. ARE. VALID.

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Uhm so I'm doing this.

So apparently there's a lot of fake ass people on Tumblr who will just interact with you for comments and or followers or attention. So uhm I'm tagging ppl and they repost this and tag their moots too pls.

I def would tag more but I've just interacted the most with these individuals :3

Please be real moots! I love u all anyways lmao

i have a fuuck ton of moots so im just gonna tag the people i can rmr first, anyways yeah there r a lot of people like that and u cant entirely like root them out unfortunately </3

unfortunately for me i washed my cuts off in the bath just now and put them back under the water and my leg now feels as if i have lit it on fire

my parents have been arguing all day and ive relapsed 3 times and ive tried to ignore it all day but fucking god its just never ever quiet anymore its never quiet ive been cutting as a distraction bur im starting to be dizzy from bleeding too much

blooddd lossss... blood loss is a scam... :3

im fiiine.. relapse #3 caught some reeaaaaly thin styros n im dizzy.. cause i bleed a lot real easily from even just baby styros

unfortunately mental illness entails me and my partner who also does sh have to be the same level of sick at the same time or i'll suffer severe adverse mental effects and fall back into my savior complex

thats kinda why im back on tumblr in the first place, if we arent sharing our sh with eachother and essentially being pro sh to eachother i'll go absolutely insane because i wont be able to handle it properly otherwise, if shes not recovering i essentially cant either..