thedepthsofme

Emotions make me feel upside down Many feelings today I like to own No one can ever steal away my crown I feel always today forever and ever alone Feeling alone doesn't actually matter Because dreams sometimes shatter Dreams shatter but they make me heal Because all the sadness I also often feel Makes me happy every new brighter day Being happy that to me feel always okay Being happy and thankful I also feel Happiness make me always want to heal Music gives me the fire of desire I need Music gives me happiness I'm complete With music I feel complete every new day Because music heals me always anyway Jill

Alone I feel alone I feel sad Alone I heal alone in head Alone in heart alone in mind Alone I feel I leave it behind Alone I stay strong I belong To those who make me strong Alone I feel broken inside Alone I heal within the Light Alone I feel alone I wake up Alone I drink out my coffee cup Alone I feel alone I find tears Alone I heal from all these fears Alone I dance all alone I sing Alone I love just to listening Alone I feel broken alone I find All what is in heart and mind Alone I say that now today Alone I find what's on the way Jill

I wake up and start now to dream Life is nothing then a warm stream Life is worth it every little mile Life is making me often a bit smile Life is making me often a bit sad Every pain broke me now in my head Within my head everything I can say That pain learned me often the hard way Pain is near because fear let me change Rain and a tear life is funny and strange F*ck the fakers ,the cheaters the clowns I love my life and happiness she also owns F*ck the reality she is not driving me crazy The reality let me only always forever see That everything in life is always meant to be The timing of Life is perfect that I like to see The timing of Life learn me how to be free Free from haters they play still the game I love my Life and Life loves me also the same So Life says to me karma is always a b*tch Karma is there still it make my Life rich Karma is my one and only forever best friend 'cause I find karma I find Faith from heaven send Because the Angels well they never ever went The angels

If you should listen I should scream If you should listen I find my dream If you should listen loud and clear Oh if you only should listen my dear To the things you always love to hear If you should listen I often love to say That there is always a better day If you should listen I would finally see That you always forever also love me Now I don't find any good clue So there is me forever without you If you should listen freedom I find If you should listen to my own mind If you should listen I should scream If you should listen I followed a dream If you should listen so pure and good I would say that you don't understood You don't understand the way how I feel If you should finally listen I can also heal Jill

Fakers, liars ,cheaters non believers Takers ,givers and for the receivers Freedom is near I find within mind People who hurt me make me blind I leave them today very far behind I deserve no pain those who bully me I leave them I dislike the negativity People who never respect or give me enough I let them go because they don't deserve my love They don't deserve my kindness neither my grow Those people I hate to see I let them forever go People who bullying me or hate me now to see Well by them I never ever can be happy or free So those people who caged me or dislike my way From those people from those today I walk away Those people they don't deserve my attention With my smile I erase them and their tension Well they never ever reach my goal now today Those people their vibe I show them the right way Jill