Jade 💾 She/they/any neos 💾 Aromantic Lesbian 💾 In a love-hate relationship with the internet 💾 Black 💾 AuDHD

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status: Im using this as a fandom hyperfix list cause adhd!! -Awful Hospital -Cookie Run -Kirby -OSC -Project Sekai -Vocaloid
2 years ago

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WELCOME TO CYBERSPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

applesdotcom -> dedeby -> ripplestarfairies -> fruitfile -> tipsy-agnostalgic -> grimdark-gnostic -> jadeharleydotcom -> blinkycravesviolence -> himejoshiadachirei -> world-end-credits

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jade - she/they/neos - aro lesbian - black - himejoshi supreme

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INTERESTS: vocal synths, homestuck, hatchetfield, internet horror, and more!

Limeblood Prospit Maid of Space

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DNI: Radfems/TERFs/TEHM/SWERFs, Transmed, Homophobes, Racists, Pro-Life, Any type of bigots, MAPS, Proshippers, zoophiles, zionists, pro-ana

BYF: i have a issue with telling when a joke is too far, please give me a heads up!

put posts referring to TME/TMA and misandry discourse as #jade dont look PLEASE!!!!

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PROJECTS/WHERE ELSE YOU CAN FIND ME

drowsytowngames.com (unfiction horror! tws for unreality suicide death and scopophobia ^_^) - https://sabietheteenageglitch.blogspot.com/

Daily Account - @paulkins-daily

Timely Account - @mikuteto-sometimes

Bluesky - gardenagnostic.bsky.social

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6 hours ago

trying to decide whether urinetown would be better if it was set in a large metropolitan city or a western town. because think about it

they're both brutal for different reasons. a metropolitan city is brutal because it's so cramped, everyone is forced together, dirty and uncomfortable, just surrounded by steel and concrete boxes full of people who can afford all the water the poor cant

but the western town is so dry. so, so dry. nothing but miles of desert around them, and the wooden buildings don't help with keeping the dirt out of the air

idk. i think to find out, more theaters should do concept productions of urinetown! this is the only way 😁

6 hours ago

Ok, I know I often have issues just getting up and starting a task that will only take me 5 minutes in the end. But WHY is that? What happens in my brain?


This topic is very intricate and hard to explain in simple terms - I gave it my best shot, so please excuse the masses of text! Split into 2 images for easier reading

A huge graphic with the title ADHD paralysis: Why does it happen? We need Dopamine for our executive functioning, and especially for learning, starting and finishing tasks. Dopamine is, among other sources, released when we look forward to a reward. Then, we can use this Dopamine to start tasks! ADHD disrupts this Dopamine cycle. Without ADHD, we evaluate costs of a task. If we spend time, energy and more, will it pay off? In order to evaluate that, we imagine the outcome. Imagining a potential reward releases dopamine. With this dopamine we are then able to start a task. Once we finish that task and additionally get a reward, out brain will learn: this specific task pays off. Let's do it again in future!  But with ADHD, that reward cycle doesn't work right. We often don't get rewarded for simply finishing tasks by our brain, so we learn the opposite: this task wasn't worth it, let's not do it next time. Even if this task might be something absolutely vital like paying taxes. ADHD disrupts our ability to anticipate, wait for and be motivated by a future reward.  But if something catches our interest, we break out of this cycle and start hyperfocus. Our brain will quickly be overwhelmingly interested in the rewards we are getting! We invest all of our energy and time into this activity, often at the cost of our health, hygiene or relationships. That's why we often go from one instantly rewarding activity to the next, instead of working on long-term goals like studying or working out.ALT
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Mad I forgot to add this but this is an explanation in case that the problem source is INERTIA (explained in my previous comic). So, neurological-motivational. ADHD Paralysis can have many other reasons like overwhelm, decision fatigue, not knowing where to start etc!!

6 hours ago

Ok, I know I often have issues just getting up and starting a task that will only take me 5 minutes in the end. But WHY is that? What happens in my brain?


This topic is very intricate and hard to explain in simple terms - I gave it my best shot, so please excuse the masses of text! Split into 2 images for easier reading

A huge graphic with the title ADHD paralysis: Why does it happen? We need Dopamine for our executive functioning, and especially for learning, starting and finishing tasks. Dopamine is, among other sources, released when we look forward to a reward. Then, we can use this Dopamine to start tasks! ADHD disrupts this Dopamine cycle. Without ADHD, we evaluate costs of a task. If we spend time, energy and more, will it pay off? In order to evaluate that, we imagine the outcome. Imagining a potential reward releases dopamine. With this dopamine we are then able to start a task. Once we finish that task and additionally get a reward, out brain will learn: this specific task pays off. Let's do it again in future!  But with ADHD, that reward cycle doesn't work right. We often don't get rewarded for simply finishing tasks by our brain, so we learn the opposite: this task wasn't worth it, let's not do it next time. Even if this task might be something absolutely vital like paying taxes. ADHD disrupts our ability to anticipate, wait for and be motivated by a future reward.  But if something catches our interest, we break out of this cycle and start hyperfocus. Our brain will quickly be overwhelmingly interested in the rewards we are getting! We invest all of our energy and time into this activity, often at the cost of our health, hygiene or relationships. That's why we often go from one instantly rewarding activity to the next, instead of working on long-term goals like studying or working out.ALT
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Mad I forgot to add this but this is an explanation in case that the problem source is INERTIA (explained in my previous comic). So, neurological-motivational. ADHD Paralysis can have many other reasons like overwhelm, decision fatigue, not knowing where to start etc!!

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