#i know im a weenie!!!!!#but hey!!!! it's what happens as one gets older#the body truly isn't what it used to be G OD#scrambled eggs 0
#my fire placements are having a day today#today is the pink moon in libra#and i think i know what it is im letting go of today#and it's definitely an old narrative/way of thinking#it's still a bit sad to let go of it but truly it only continue to hurt the more i try to hold on it#ive had this narrative since childhood and it's helped shape a part of myself#but a conversation i had last night with a friend just made me further accept the fact that#im just so tired of it#so so very tired#i focus so much on the future im not appreciating the little present gifts the universe is offering me#the many ways it's showing me i am worthy of happiness right now just as i am#and maybe I'll continue to struggle accepting the fact but it's a start right?#but yeah im ready to say goodbye to that old belief/narrative/story/idea I've been holding so close to my heart#LMAOOOO IM SO SORRY FOR SOUNDING DRAMATIC LMAOOO#i might delete this later tbh#scrambled eggs 0
