I wish I could have close friends that are just kind normal people. I wish my best friend wasnt a full blown narcissist, i knew something was off about her since i was first getting to know her, and i went with it anyway. I know once i dont live with her it’ll be easier to let go, but i dont know if I want to? Shes caused me so much hurt, and i keep building up resentment, but shes also done a lot for me and been there for me and talked me through so much. It just doesn’t seem like we can have good times without having a ton more bad. I wish she’d get therapy or something, I wish she could change.
