Everyday... everyday I worry for the future of this world... filled with people that can't read properly...
I don't want to be the "oh I went over my calories today, now I need to suffer for my next meal" girl. But I always just want to honestly lose some weight. This journey has honestly been kind of a struggle lately. Im trying hard to push through. I know that it's not going to be an overnight fix. Im trying. Im trying to be honest about what I'm eating. Trying to stay consistent. It's been kinda hard. But im going to push through. Im going to try my best to keep moving forward. I want to be the "I list weight with minimal effort" girl. The "i didn't change my diet I was just more conscious about what I was eating" girl. The "it's a lifestyle now" girl. I want that so bad. Im going to try 🫶 im going to succeed with all my efforts 🫶
You connected the dots and I can confirm they are on a double date on valentines day of all days!!! I'm honestly so happy for them! Was i crushing on him... yes I won't deny it. BUT you will always always always have my heart and soul in your possession!!! I would be absolutely overjoyed to see them together!
Alright. I've let myself go. It's gotten pretty bad. 180. Jez. I'm also cheating more than I should be. I try not to, but it's like damn they taste so good, you know. But I really have to double down and try. I have to get as many steps in from now on as possible at work. I have to try to eat better. It's hard, yea. But im getting stretch marks where I've never had them before. I understand why fat people let their bellies hang over their pants. I'm getting winded going up the stairs! I feel my heart rate increasing during the walks and climbs. Like what?! That's not me! Ugh. I'm seriously going to try. I have to. I'll turn into the one thing my mom has been warning me about since I can remember... I've been able to tell for so long, but I never did anything about it. I trusted myself. Which I guess isn't what's terrible. But then I became careless. I became everyone else. Im going to try. Im going to put in the effort. I just need the gods, the universe, and the all-powerful beings out there to help me have strength, courage, and accountability. I need the help. I want the help. Here's to really giving it my best shot 🙏🫶