Hello my loves!! I know what you're thinking "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?????" or " WHERE DID YOU GO??" Well let me explain the best way I can!

I got busy dealing with my dream job and that is acting. I got to work on some marvel projects which was always a big dream for me and I got to live it! Then focusing on mental health as well and I was getting better and finally felt at peace with my life! But sadly July of last year I lost my aunt and things got turned upside down for me. I barely ate, slept, My mind was all over the place, I tried letting new people into my life only for them to leave me in the most vulnerable time of my life. So I decided to step away from doing things that I usually love doing like acting, writing and singing and taking photos. But as we got into the new year for 2023 I really thought long and hard that my aunt would not want me to be in the state that I was in. So I got up and started doing things that I loved. And yes, they felt very weird because of what had happened and my mind was still stuck on the fact that she was gone and I'll never get to hear voice getting annoyed with me about something and a loving way. But I knew that I needed to keep going and doing the things I love. So I slowly got back to doing so! I started singing again and started taking photos. Kind of modeling basically! Now I'm just getting back to writing! So I'm sorry if I haven't been back in a while. It's because I got busy and then I had lost in my life and I needed to figure it myself out but now I'm back! Hopefully I'll be back to writing and making more things! I'm sorry for the wait my loves 🩷🩷

Thank you so much!! I'm good! I've been focusing on my mental health and that's why I haven't been on my page in a while. But I'm back now and I'm happy to see my favorite people again! And hope you're doing well as well!

HI LOVE!! I've been doing okay! A lot has happened. Good and bad things but I'm doing good and getting better. I was dealing with like a lot of stuff and mental health. So now I'm starting to get back into the groove of writing again!!!😆 It's so much fun to be back!

EEE OF COURSE!!! I'm so sorry for the late reply. I'm trying to get back into the swing of writing again so please just bear with me if I'm a bit slow lol🤣

HI EVERYONE! NO I'M NOT DEAD!! writes block hits me SO BADLY and I PROMISE this time I will get back to writing! 26th is my birthday and I remember making this account and reading a much of birthday headcannons! but have a great day and stay safe!

My princess, ( Rachel x Fem!reader )

~🖤Request🖤~Hi again! Can I request a Rachel roth x fem!reader where the reader has anxiety and has a panic attacks? Either like a one shot or gif imagine or headcanons would be great! Thanks so much <3 :)

WELL OF COURSE! I haven't done Rachel yet and I hope it's what's you wanted!🖤🖤 Sorry if it's a little short! @chikkenrises

"Good job everyone! We're done for the day." Dick says going to his room, "You did amazing baby!" Rachel said squeezing my waist, I managed to crack a small but I was lost in my thoughts, on the mission this crazy asshole threw a kid off the building. A part of me thought I missed him, what If I did? What if I had to be the one who told his parents he was gone because of me?

"Y/N? Are you okay? You look really pale." She cupped my face as my heart felt like it was pimping out of my chest, my breathing became short, my vision became blurry.

"I-I fe-feel like i-i can't breathe!" I tried speaking but it felt it was getting worse, she held me and took me back to our bedroom. I fell on the bed trying to breathe in, i actually felt like I was dying. "Princess I need you to take deep breaths okay?" She held me in her arms, rocking me slowly, I started crying which made her hold me even closer. "Shhh honey it's okay, just keep breathing in and out." She kissed my lips even if I was shaking, my breathing started slowing down a little bit, she wouldn't let me go and it's one of the things I love her for the most. At night she clings onto me and nuzzles on my chest. On missions Rachel tries to stay by my side but jason makes sure she stays focus.

"Your breathing has gone back to normal, but your still shaking Y/N, here I'll help you change." She took my hands and left me up. She helped me put on an oversized t-shirt, "Thank you baby, but sometimes I can't help but feel like I'm bugging you when this happens and-" she cut me off by kissing me, "Y/N, You are my girlfriend, and I am supposed to be there for you and help you when you need me. Plus, if that means I can kiss my babygirl any chance I get means I'll take it!" She says grabbing me and cuddling me. I laughed trying to break free, "Oh? So babygirl is a new nickname huh?" I smirked. The closet nickname rachel's given me was princess or the regular old nickname baby,

"I like it and I'm not changing my mind, are you feeling better princess?" She played with my hair, it always make me fall asleep. "Yeah, I'm still shakey and my chest still feels a bit tight. Maybe could you keep cuddling and sing to me like when we go to sleep?" I said with puppy dog eyes. "Y/N you know you never have to ask! just tell me and I'll do it for you, if my princess needs comfort I'll do it. And if my princess wants TLC and kisses then I'm your girl." She kisses my cheek multiple times,

"I love you rachel"

"And I love you too Y/N, now wrap yourself up In the blanket, I'll stay for as long as you need. Dick couldn't even stop me from comforting my princess."

You could say I'm the luckiest girl in the world and you are right! Without her I don't know what I'd do, she has been through some much but she's always have that loving heart.

My writers block is BACKKKKKKK😭 but I do have one thing to finish so that's good 😂 and remember to send request! I've been waiting to do marvel ones! And my hero academia!

We'll always be together / ( Riku x reader )

~ @bowieandqueen11 ~gave me the most BEAUTIFUL Riku story so you are getting a holiday one from me! Merry Christmas love! And to everyone!! SO SORRY THIS IS SO LATE!!! 😭 I LOVE KINGDOM HEARTS!

Christmas and one of your favorite holidays, especially spending in with riku. When we were kids, he would always gifted me a paopu fruit with a Christmas bow, we still do it every year, it's one of the reasons why we ended up being lovers. At one point he didn't want to be in a relationship because of all the things he put me, kairi and sora through. I always tell him it was a mistake and we all make mistakes every day.

I zipped up my suitcase, excited to go back home. We all stayed at mickey's castle, riku didn't want to sleep alone in the castle so he got lost trying to find where I was, he then finally founded me and we cuddled to sleep.

"Y/N! I have to give you something!" Mickey said catching me at the perfect time, he handed me a box but I didn't know what was even in it, it was small and light, could it be a necklace? Or a ring? "But, what am I supposed to do if I don't know what it is?" He chuckled and took my hand. "Tonight you will know! Now you and the others have a magical Christmas!" He says hugging me, I couldn't help but wonder what this little box contains. "Are you ready love?" Riku comes down the big and beautiful staircase, "Yes! And thank you again mickey, and merry Christmas!" I say.

I face planted on the bed feeling our soft gray sheets press against my cheek, Riku couldn't help but laugh and decided to join me, "I didn't realize how much I missed our bed, I'm so happy I decided to listen to you and decorate the house before we left" he says rubbing my back. he knows how big I am when it comes to Christmas and I wanted to decorate the house before we left to Mickey's Castle, one could say it look like a christmas wonderland which was true. I built up the strength and finally got up out of the bed

I made some hot chocolate and I brought the presents, one was for me to Riku and the other was the one gift that Mickey gave me that he said was from Riku, "Honey, I specifically told you to not give me anything!" He always says that even when we were kids but he knows that I don't listen, I gave him the look that said just open it which he then did.

It was a locket and not just any locket, it was the locket shaped like our keyblades, shaped into a heart and when you open it, it was a picture of us from when we first kissed on destiny island. We sat near the ocean looking as the sun went down, I'll never forget the look he gave me, nervous and ashamed of what he had done. he was scared that he could never be that same Riku that I knew, but I told him that he will always be the same Riku that I grew up with. He took my hand and kissed me, it was like we were kids, like Tinkerbell sprinkling pixie dust and we began to fly.

"Y........Y/N....this is beautiful i-i love you so much!" He said, pulling me close and crying into my shoulder. It's very rare you see Riku cry but this time it was happy tears and I won't lie, it made me cry too, "I love you too, and just know that I will continue to keep loving you until our journeys end." I helped him put it on right away and it looks so beautiful on him. Of course it was my turn to open his gift, it was in a beautiful candy cane color box. I smirked at him but he showed no expression, I guess it was his way of not telling me what was inside the box, I opened it into my surprise it was something I thought I would never see or even think he would get.

.......... A ring...... A beautiful ring in the color of my keyblade, I was already crying before I knew what he was going to do, "My love. You have forgiven me when I put you in the rest of our friends in danger, I even hurt you but yet you still forgive me. My world was so dark. I felt like I was falling in a never ending whole of darkness until you came into my life. You show me the world is so much brighter than I made it look, you also showed me that the heartless can't take away my love for you... So please will you to the honor of being my wife? Will you marry me?"

The amount of tears that we both shed we could barely even see each other but I still screamed yes and jumped in his arms, now I know what Mickey meant about the gift he got me. This is it, this is where our journey begins and I cannot wait spend the rest of my life and even have a future family with him.