Uhm…..

~Emillie

Fuck me for talking about self-improvement, I guess.

~Four

I hate when my systemmates are like “People will think you’re acting like you’re better than them” bitch I am??? I’m a god. Of course I’m better than them. Go fucking suck my dick.

~Four

I’m… 99% sure it is the way I said it. I get a little lost in the sauce and forget I’m talking to humans.

I mean like okay. To suggest to cut back on alcohol, and then get laughed at in response is a weird fucking response to start y'know? Of course I want my words to be taken more seriously so I’m gonna start talking with an impact. You weren’t taking me seriously, so I elaborated on my point. I wasn’t shown due respect as a conversation partner and it’s clear my well-intentioned sentiment was disrespected.

Y'know what, I take it back. I wasn’t taken seriously so you get a hard push-back. That’s the way I role. I’m right and you should know it or face the consequences. Enjoy dialysis.

~Four

It always feels like I’m doing so good at communicating and talking to other people then I mistranslate something, or they take it the wrong way and then I’m left like ???? Wait that’s not what I was trying to say.

Well, I did say it, but I meant it a different way.

It very often feels like I’m stating the obvious, but I guess this thing isn’t obvious? Or I must be on some different page than people. Like, we can agree that alcohol is bad for you, right? Like drinking more than a few times a year is objectively bad? It stresses out the liver and now news are coming out it increases the risk of cancer, too. And if you’re already an alcoholic, then it’s best to stay away from alcohol…. isn’t it…?

Idk. I admit, though, we do have a lot of sort of… overly-strict rules left over from childhood. It’s probably not that well-informed, but I never realized that this is like some controversial opinion? Don’t you want to stay away from vices and take care of yourself? How is me suggesting you take care of yourself like such a…. hot take?

I’m genuinely genuinely confused. Like in my mind that’s all I was trying to do.

HHHHH I really really don’t understand.

~Four

You can hang it on your bag now <3

~Emillie

insanetwocubes:

Hey, Emillie, I love you. You’re doing great, kiddo.

~Four

Thanks, King :)

…

I love you, too…

~Emillie

insanetwocubes:

Someone should make me fucking oatmeal

~Four

*Boof* You are oatmeal

Hahaha

~Emillie

I think I’m gonna go one step ahead and just do the to do list since I have all this energy now.

I also want to fix up our blog and my blog, too. I want to work a little bit towards creating a space for each of us.

~Emillie

I think being stuck in a time loop would be heaven to us lol I wish it would happen. We would catch up to sleep and probably read a lot. Watch a lot of shows and anime and stuff. Get some practice with literally any skill.

~Emillie