Goodbye, Mirror Image.
Hiii. Okay, so... very few people are even going to know what I'm going to ramble on about in this post.
It's about an au/fanfiction I was very attached to that I am now letting go of
This is mostly for me. So I can feel a bit of closure.
This post marks the end of my production on Mirror Image
I don't know if I'll want to return to it in the future.
And, I'll go on to explain what I had planned for the story, but first I just want to just... Ramble about my feelings towards the whole thing.
Why the abrupt ending?
I need to do this. Because what once was a driving force of creativity and motivation for me, has now become something I feel weighed down and shackled to.
It ain't never that serious to anyone except me.
For those who don't know:
Mirror Image, or the submas reflection au... Was a project that got me through some of my darkest times. Ingo was and still is a character I'm VERY heavily attached to. Even when I'm not posting about him or Emmet he stay on my mind fr. Ingo, Emmet, and the submas community were (sadly) some of the only things that seriously kept me alive. I wish I was joking. I am not.
So perhaps you can see why this project is really painful to let go of
I cried about it. Hard. No seriously, my mom came in to check on me, and I had to explain it was actually really embarrassing.
It was a story that I put a lot of thought into, and I put what I needed to hear in it, what I needed to feel, experience, to keep me going.
And I say all this just to put into perspective how much this is and story meant to me, even if it was only enjoyed by a few people. Even if my initial love towards it soured.
It still means a lot to me.
Here are the plot beats I wanted to hit in Mirror Image.