god, I miss gay sex. you guys remember gay sex? that shit is the best.
i've read fics where dean finds out that bobby is gay and his mind is blown but it would be a million times funnier if sam found out bobby was gay (like in the later seasons after bobby was dead or something) and he's like WHAT. WHAT?!?? and dean's like yeah..... you didn't know ? 🙄 what did you think he and rufus were doing??
he re-reads John's journal and starts seeing that all the entries about Bobby and Rufus are clearly saying that they're more than friends. Sam is like "Cas, do you think I'm oblivious to things?" and Cas is like "Yes Sam, sometimes" and Sam is like "Why are you shirtless in Dean's room? Did you need to borrow a shirt?"
attention this is your captain speaking chag sameach pesach to all celebrating and a reminder do not open the airlock to greet elijah the vulcan rabbinic council ruled that opening the door to the room where the seder is occurring is sufficient elijah can get on a starship just fine himself he just likes to be personally invited in to your seder we dont need another incident like last year thank you
star trek bridge crew: why is that on this night we lean this way and then that way and
FIC: "learning to live (again)" 9-1-1, bucktommy
learning to live again (AO3)
my entry for @bucktommycharityrace. I'm excited to be promoting Lambda Legal! Their mission statement: The Lambda Legal Defense and Education Fund, Inc. (“Lambda Legal”) is a national organization working to achieve full recognition of the civil rights of lesbians, gay men, bisexuals, transgender people and everyone living with HIV, through impact litigation, education and public policy work.
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and click above to read my entry on AO3. it's mpreg. like it's bucktommy, so it's mpreg. i'm sure lambda legal would be thrilled
excerpt under the cut
this is basically a short horror film
Okay. But consider. If you would. (NSFW)
Tommy finds an older picture of Buck. Buck’s about 25 and he’s in a muscle tee and rocking the backwards cap. And Tommy’s like 👀 “huh.” Buck asks “what” and Tommy’s all casual (too casual), teasing Buck about how young he looks. But Buck’s like 🤨 in the back of his mind.
Cue Buck whipping out a similar look to do some yard work one day. Tommy gets home from errands or something and is like 🫣🫦. Now Buck’s acting too casual. “Thanks for doin’ this man” *gestures to the groceries or something.* But Tommy is just staring at the man’s arms. He’s not processing anything. 404 error, Tommy’s brain is not found. “You look a little flush, man,” Buck gets all up in his personal space, takes Tommy’s jaw in hand, “you alright?” And then Tommy’s all over him. And it’s searing.
Buck ends up riding Tommy in nothing but that cap and some crew socks. “Fuck, man, that dick feels so good in my ass.” And Tommy practically growls. Man is wild for it, and Buck is having the time of his fucking life about it. He got his ass eaten good when Tommy discovered his jockstrap, and now he’s relishing just how much he’s gonna feel this in his ass and thighs the next day. It’s got him a lot 🥴, especially as he gets close. Like—he starts bouncing on it almost frantically. “Fuck— come inside my ass, Tommy. C’mon. Come—I want it so bad. God, please, Tommy.”
But just as he’s getting closer, Tommy flips them. Buck’s all 😳🫦 before Tommy manhandles him face down, ass up into the mattress 😵💫. Buck gets a hand around his dick, and this is the position they both come in.
After they come down, Buck kinda laughs. “Fuck, if I knew you were this into bros, I’d have worn this sooner.” Buck ridding Tommy like that then becomes a not irregular thing for them.
"i can't benefit from oppressive power structures, i'm literally nice :)" is a disturbingly common sentiment on here and if u express it then i can never trust u again
saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him
been thinking about what it means for 'addict' to be a social/political identity as well as a simple statement of fact about experiencing a certain kind of relationship to substances (etc). no matter how long I'm sober I think I'll always be an addict, but not in the way that organisations like AA/NA imagine it. the experience of going through addiction and being exposed to such a wide variety of other addicts and being forced to reimagine the world in ways that most non-addicts aren't forced to reckon with... those kinds of things have turned my addict identity into a political orientation just as much as it is anything else
OUT with "you'll always be an addict because you'll always have some kind of pathological orientation towards your substance of choice". IN with "I'll always be an addict because I'll never be able to go back to seeing the world the way I did pre-addiction"
the thing about coming to addiction and addict self-identity via disability and disability theory is that it means I arrived at it with a whole heap of tools in my belt that a lot of addicts don't have. I cannot divorce my understanding of my position in the world from my experiences as a disabled addict who exists alongside and around other disabled addicts. it makes much more sense to imagine ourselves Not as a medical category of person but as a coalition of pitied and pitiful freaks