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Some of the heroines of my portal fantasy series.

Angelina Myers from Diamonds at Night.

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Francesca Myers from Pearls at Dawn.

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Josefine Yu from Jade at Dusk.

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Stephanie Hinojosa from Rubies at Twilight.

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Nadiyyah Chadha from Copper in the Ground.

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Kim Warren from Opals in Moonlight.

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All made with Azalea’s Dolls.

Sue Snell really is astoundingly maligned in both critical and fan sentiment considering that she is a girl who tried to walk away from Omelas and it was absolutely not her fault that Omelas blew up. She commits her worst act on page 2 and spends literally the rest of the book repenting. And yet there is so much commentary that she was self-centered and self-aggrandizing! She is a teenager! Of course her grand act of repentance is kind of goofy and based on her extremely limited life experience! No one, including any of the adults around her give her any guidance or even act like she needs to repent.

Her plan was also pretty good and would have gone fine if other people hadn’t fucked it up! It’s even clear that a plurality of her peers agreed that it was time to stop persecuting the scapegoat at least for one fucking night. She started what easily could have become a collective move towards a more inclusive community that was not wrong just because a pair of resentful sociopaths couldn’t accept it. And this becomes less about how Sue Snell did nothing wrong ever except for that one thing she felt very bad about and more as a metaphor for why Matt Yglesias et al. were wrong in their post election analysis but nonetheless.

It’s a plan that works perfectly in dozens of teen movies from Clueless to Mean Girls and it was not Sue Snell’s fault that she didn’t realize that she was in a horror novel and not a story about the power of kindness. She is a fictional teen girl who meant well!

Anonymous asked:

the star that leads the way?

one of my history-inspired fantasy stories! brought to you by the fact that i have more information in my head about first-century judaea and the roman-jewish wars than anyone probably requires, and my readers are going to hear ALL about it.

naturally, the cultural worldbuilding of the land of kokhba is heavily influenced by bits and pieces of early christianity, second temple judaism, and gnosticism. those of you who were in the trenches with me some ten or twelve years ago will no doubt recognize that the title of this series comes from the gnostic gospel of judas, and those of you who are also near east ancient history nerds might catch that the setting’s name is a reference to simon bar kokhba, alleged messiah (if you happened to be rabbi akiva) and proven nightmare (if you happened to be a roman). it’s been great fun to build something fantastical off these foundations, and dig into some of the stranger types of magic that can be found in the bible and other near eastern mythologies.

out of all my stories this one probably intimidates me the most, because it insisted upon becoming a trilogy and now whenever i start tinkering with the outlines i get the feeling i’m biting off more than i can chew. it’s exciting, though. highly motivating. for sure. it is also probably one of my grimmer (though not, i hope, grimdark) stories, with multiple violent rebellions/violent quashings thereof, some gruesome magic, and a pretty high body count. so. uh. sorry to my characters for that, but when the central protagonists were inspired by the sicarii, well… things will get bloody.

“Look toward the gates, nowhere else,” Ardeth murmured.

Leah knew what he meant. As far off as Ghennereth, she’d heard of how the way into Yireh was paved with blood. For a mile before the city’s gates, corpses swung on the gallows that lined both sides of the road, hanging not by the neck, but by the ankle. That was how the Bellonese killed those they deemed rebels.
 
Ardeth’s back was to her as he continued on, and in spite of his warning she turned and glanced toward the gallows anyway. It felt wrong to walk past as though they weren’t there at all, and she thought that there must be a sacrament in bearing witness. Besides, she was not strange to death, not now. But the sight that met her nearly brought her to her knees. Dead beside dead beside dead, elders and children and all in between, the strong stripped of their strength by decay, the frail left to wither until only their bones were left. Beneath those that still hung from their bindings, more bodies lay on the ground, fallen on top of each other and bearing every sign of the attentions of the jackals that prowled when night fell.

Leah realized she’d been holding her breath and gasped, then retched and stumbled as the stench of rot attacked her in full force. Ardeth, well ahead of her, turned and ran back, only just catching her before she fell.

“I looked, too,” he said. “The first time I came by.”

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Get you a man whose sexual orientation is you murdering rapists and whose hobby is assisting you in completing the job and covering up the evidence.

Seriously, when he looked at the castrated by her bleeding out dude and said she's as fierce as ever with a fond loving smile on his face, prior to slitting the man's throat and restarting the fire that stopped after she initially set it - top boyfriend goals.

Following along with TFF reminded me of a very different in genre and narrative drama that also follows a beautiful woman with a horrifying past and a quiet wealthy man who's loved her since high school despite her running off and who will do anything to take care of her.

My Beautiful Bride is one of my rare perfect dramas. It's a thriller/romance that is just AAAAAA - it has one of the most insanely devoted MLs (everyone should have someone love them the way the Banker loves his Bride) but in a way that makes sense for his character; and the FL is so very damaged but loves him and wants to protect him just as much.

OK, so what is it about?

There are a ton of wonderful twists and a non-linear storytelling so I don't want to ruin it but just say that as the story opens we see a normal happy couple - a man working in a bank and his loving girlfriend. The man plans to propose even though his wealthy mother does not approve. It's all great. And then this loving, self-contained, normal life falls apart - there is a mobster corpse, the bride disappears and the banker, who did his military service in the special forces, will do anything to find her while going against her past, the mob, their traumas and the fact that the police is either corrupt or useless (this drama pulls no punches about how those in power are various flavors of cruel and corrupt.)

This drama is EVERYTHING. So much love and longing and plot and mmmm

Also, the scene where he finds her abandoned shoe and just crumples, cuddling it and keening over it, all bloodied and barely functioning, lives in my mind full time.

Why are short dramas filmed more beautifully than proper dramas?

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But also, for once someone gets drugged by an aphrodisiac and does not actually molest the FL, but stabs himself because that works pretty well to knock you out.

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Assassin Lady is genuinely boggled since this is so far out of her realm of expectations or experience.

I am so so so so seated for tough traumatized scary woman and the super decent gentle man set up.

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